Saturday, April 18, 2009

the four letter word


Conformation is what binds us all...conformation of trust, happiness, the idea of being with someone...security is what thrusts us into an emotion called love. some says it makes the world go round some say it makes the believer blind... but what is love? the most overrated sought after four letter word which describes a abyss of feelings and twirling emotions. but hate is a four letter word too...and its just the opposite. is that why ppl say opposites attract?? cos one ure done with all the loving then comes the hating?
we live in a 'society' the idea of which is made up by grim and depressing people who have nothing better to do than dwell on others lives and who when they have something to do are utter bores.. so im thinking this whole 'idea' was brought out by the same melancholy and boredom driven individuals. i mean how lame are we...we have valentines day which is dedicated solely to the 'lovers' and this whole feeling of love is so commercialized that i wouldn't even know if i was in love if my guy didn't adorn me and flatter me with flowers and candy and same with hate...i wouldn't know how much i hate someone unless i return the gifts or cry myself to sleep every night...oh wait..if i don't do that the way Cameron Dias or our own bollywood drama queens would do it does that mean i don't hate or love someone for real?

OK lemme try hating my style: The male is a biological accident the Y (male) gene is an incomplete X (female) gene that has an incomplete set of chromosomes. In other words the male is an incomplete female a walking abortion aborted at the gene stage. To be male is to be deficient emotionally limited maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples.
i can imagine every male rolling their eyes over my style and some females defending the males while the others feel reassured in the insulting and think they can do better than what they previously had.

and my way of loving would be Forrest gump style...head on...excessive serotonin rushes...butterflies in the stomach... the whole looking forward to things and new beginnings and with least amount of expectations...only if i were him..and that naive. but i don't think with all the manipulation and the debauchery i can ever do that hence i settle for the stereotypical way. but if i could i would. since i cant...i run..like him...to move past the pain and the longing.

10 comments:

lucky?strike said...

love your post! similar thoughts crossed me!

@"The male is a biological accident"
...lol...i could say "The female is a biological accident", the original planned structure was the X but since someone was bored, they drew a little more, to get Y. :P

@"To be male is to be deficient emotionally limited maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples."
so true!!! but again it can also be seen in a more optimistic way :P

Writefully Yours said...

@To be male is to be deficient emotionally limited maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples..

so not true...what makes u think males are like that? males are as emotional as females...its just that males can't have their emotions on surface as females..and to hide them is even tougher..a gal can cry...a guy can't...and females are not exactly flag bearers of emotions...there are thousands of emotionless,opportunists females out there..its a human trait...its not a sex limited trait...and x and y are not genes dear...they are chromosomes..lol!!

Anonymous said...

oh man... you bought your own website for this?

Lame! =\

Anonymous said...

you idiot i didnt buy a website!

Anonymous said...

your own dedicated domain then... whatever!

still pretty lame ramya.. stop trying to be so pseudo political n philosophical like... doesnt suit you...

rohit said...

really harsh anonymous comments those...
but as u said u wud probably not be liked as much if u were U

So just observe....there is nothing wrong with that...indifference for once is a true word!

Anonymous said...

oh n i just read on facebook that you voted for the communal kings over at BJP.... even after the whole varun gandhi post, ramya?

why the hypocrisy? why?

Anonymous said...

i mean, it's like saying i dont like pramod muthalik, but i vote for ram sene...

who cares who the candidate is.. they're the same party, same ideology, same bullshit.. and u voted for them!

Aditya Thakur said...
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ramya said...

hey,liked ur post...somehw i felt many of the words came from my own thoughts ..the tile itself the 4 letter word..ilomg wanted to write abt this but culdnt somehw....i loved the forrest gump relation... i long wondered about the naivity of such a person ,wish we could all be as plain and positive as him...ny wyas nice wrk...keep continuing :)